tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5145461148665729818.post680078308142053153..comments2013-09-15T18:13:31.432-07:00Comments on Nisely Thought Out: musings of a reader: How Do You?Andreahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10864192099415095955noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5145461148665729818.post-74997611725227835482012-11-06T10:23:08.219-08:002012-11-06T10:23:08.219-08:00We SHOULD use God more. He wants us to. Do I reall...We SHOULD use God more. He wants us to. Do I really believe that God doesn't want to embrace me when I run to Him, even when I walk away when things are good? He probably wants to use those times to make me realize why I should stick around even in the good times. Do I think my "sin" of walking away is too much for Christ to have conquered?drokkonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17561498016051627811noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5145461148665729818.post-56218852358954937252012-11-04T09:14:19.604-08:002012-11-04T09:14:19.604-08:00thanks!!! Sorry I did not respond sooner, but I di...thanks!!! Sorry I did not respond sooner, but I did read your post a bit ago:) Maybe we should "use" God more?Andreahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10864192099415095955noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5145461148665729818.post-30209442502090622742012-10-25T10:43:36.578-07:002012-10-25T10:43:36.578-07:00I tough it out, I guess, and get busy. I mean, bey...I tough it out, I guess, and get busy. I mean, beyond the stress of too much to do or whatever, occasionally I get into a situation that just sits like a hole at the bottom of my stomach. Then my mind wanders for a bit and my brain asks, "what were you upset about again?" Oh yeah. Then I remember and feel sick all over again. Or wake up in the morning feeling great and then remember it and bam.<br /><br />That said, I just wait until the situation resolves. I keep myself super distracted by working harder, and eventually it goes away due to whatever. Silly TV would be a better option, but that makes me feel worse for other reasons.<br /><br />All that said, I know that's not the answer. The few times I've put it in God's hands have been amazing. But most of the time I feel like that would be "using" God so I don't do it. Wrong attitude, I know.<br /><br />But I never doubt God, either. Maybe nothing bad enough has happened to me and I'm naive, but I never doubt for a second that all the bad stuff is for good. I thought a LOT of bad stuff happened to me my senior year in college and for the next 5 years, but it led me to the Ruxpins, LT and Jenny - all very, VERY good!<br /><br />Sorry for the random blabbering - I haven't gotten much sleep all week and my head is spinning, but I didn't see any comments and wanted to offer one. :)<br /><br />Hope you're better two weeks later!drokkonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17561498016051627811noreply@blogger.com